Enlightening

Today I went to the temple. Just to feel peace; and what a blessing that is.

Fear has taken over my life. Will I be a mother? How long will I pursue my career? When will my next lupus flare-up be?

I'm one of those people who needs control. I'm learning that I need to let go. Fear is the opposite of faith.

So begins my next journey in life. Combine perfectly executed plans, the reality of life, fun, and most importantly faith and trust. These things will allow me to be at peace. These things will bring happiness to our family.

"Look unto me in every thought; doubt not, fear not". Doctrine and Covenants 6:36

I am so grateful to know that I am loved by the people who are important. I'm grateful to know I'm a daughter of God. That itself will wipe the tears away and leave me with a smile. =)